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Hello 2012

2012-01-01T16:35:00.004+08:00

Hey bloggers , I rarely updated my blog nowdays. Busy with college and my sister wedding. So what's going on in 2012?? Enjoy your celebration? I hope this year would be better than 2011. INSYALLAH. Let's threw away our passes and build a new chapter.. I mean a good behaviour, attitude. I hope i can make my parent happy with my grade in this sem. I won't let them down. AMIN :) So, Happy New Year Friends.

Begin A New Chapter

2011-09-04T03:52:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps! Sorry for not updating my blog for a very long time. It's kinda like for a 6 months i didn't updated it. Too many things that already happened to me. Some of it bad some of it good. I've already got into a college life. In begin, i felt like such a bored with an induction. I met a new friends there. Even i don't have a lot of friend but i'm still feel okay. On 5th July, i have been forced to go to the camp! Shit i really hate it. I can't sleep a whole night because in the middle of night all of us should involved with some stupid activity. After i'm back from camping, i felt so fuckin tired! What a mess is, my face had bacteria. So sad i'm looking really ugly :( but now it's all turning normal back after i had an injection. On 12th July, it's really a bad day for me. My boyfie broke up with me because of his nonesense reason. I hate him so much and no one know how i feel. After he broke up with me, i'm sick and i lost my appetite. From 42kg turning into 38kg it's really freakin suck i look so skinny and ugly. What the most stupid thing is why should i sad because of one guy that already hurt me. I'm not a toy or barbie doll that he can throw away. My College friend trying to cheer me up since my broke up. They make my life brightful even my tears sometimes falls. Starting from that, i won't contact my ex for a couples day. I felt so zero being single and jealous when i look for other couples how sweet they are :( i wish i could turn back time. Fil, my college friend had told me that he likes, love me and i felt like "whoa i just consider him just a friend and don't have any crush to fell in love with any guys for this moment. I don't know either he can accept it or not. He is really good friend of me but something bad happened to us after ajis ( my classmate ) being really closed with me nowdays. Fil jealous with ajis because ajis had a crush on me too. I've wonder what are so special about me? Plus! one more guy had crush on me.. its mcD guy his name is Din. Gosh! i really can't handle this situation. Really freakin make me scared. I really can't study well because of this "Love Story" then my ex looking for me back. I can't think about it and i felt like i'm gonna be dead. He begging me to be with him back no matter what. Yes! really before we broke up, he had promised me something about us. I've told him we should move forward don't looking for me back. But when i think back, There some girls at my college hate me because of Ajis, Fil and Din. They too closed with me. So i make a decision to avoid from Ajis and Din then i stick back with my ex. I'm in love with my iskandar afiq back. I hope nothing can separate us again even we're always long distance but we're still keep in touch. I won't forgive those fucking girls that make some rumours about me. You don't know anything about me so just let your mouth shut the fuck up. I won't messed up with anyone in college. That's is it i won't fight with anyone not because i'm scared or i'm too pampered but i don't want to drop my images not just like you guys are so childish bitch. So i'm starting a new life now. I hope it will be better than before :)

My 18th Birthday Bash

2011-02-07T21:58:00.000+08:00

Hey,,
sorry for a late updated. Kinda busy with my birthday and travelling :) On 2 Feb 2011 the day that i won't forget! it's the best birthday that i ever had before. I 've got Blackberry 9700! Yay! And also I celebrated at Terengganu for second time in my bf house. Kak Dania baked a chocolate cake for me.It taste so yummy! i love it so much! It was the best moment that i ever had.

What - A - Week

2011-01-11T13:16:00.002+08:00

This month without school , I feel so WHOA!fuckin bored! All my classmate are forget me . But it's okay facebook still have and can connecting with them. I spend my whole time staying at my gramma's house at Terengganu. I thought if i stay here , i can spend more time with my boo everyday , everytime but i was wrong. He always spend his time with his friends. What so special with his friends? If your friends are too good , they won't teach you to go back home late , won't teach you act like be so stupid. Why should you follow what your friend do and you have to do it to. You know what i mean. AND what i'm so hating what you did now is you ask your friend to sleep at your home for a 4 days?! HELL YAH! you are so out of your mind. Your mum always told me that she really don't know what to do with you now. She always be patient with your attitude. Please just be you like before. You make me hate you now. If you want to choose your friend than me, fine! I will move on. Maybe that can make you feel more better and comfortable. Friends are everything but girlfriend just mess up your life rite? I'm too bellyful with you now. :(

Hello 2011 Bye - Bye 2010

2011-01-05T14:43:00.001+08:00

Hey to all blogger, Sorry because i didn't updated my blog for a long long time. I was too busy with my SPM. On 13th december 2010 it was my last day at MGS. I miss my friends , teachers and my enemies :) I thought life after school was the best fucking time in my life but i was wrong. It's too suck and bored with don't know what to do. I just do the same thing at home just like sleeping, eating , onlining , gaming , messaging n blaa blaa blaa. My relationship with my boo also sometimes getting bad. I don't know why was it happened. Whether i was wrong or him but i always try my best to avoid from always fighting with him. I can't live without him because he's my everything. I hope he know how much i love him and i don't want other guy. I had too much memories on 2010 that full with happiness and sadness i hope on 2011 my life will be more successful. :) HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS

Who is BIEBER?

2010-08-24T21:40:00.001+08:00

HAHA!! it's Justin Bieber. The one people who very adored especially girls! But for me, justin bieber is suck! He is just little kids that are so childish! EUW!! Why god didn't give back THE BEATLES the best band of the world ever!!! Go away Justin Bieber. We don't need you in the music world. The Beatles must come back to the music world. Yeahh! Justin Bieber annoyed! Sorry Justin Bieber fans. He such a Loser!

What's on my mind

2010-08-09T15:45:00.000+08:00

Ramadhan is just around the corner and also SPM ;( this year im not gettin "Raya" like before. What the fuckin shit SPM man!DUH!! My study also worst and im feel that i not gonna pass my exam. I cant study because it make me feel so bored. No one can help me on my stupidos subject. What a bad thing is,, my fucking boyfriend is very educated guy but me?? the one of very stupidos girl. His mother will reject me if she know i failed on my SPM. What should i do? it possible i can get 100% 9A's unless i have my own tutor. hurmm. . . . about my family????hurm i don't know,,they cant give me anything that i want. They cant afford what i wanna buy. So by my own choice, i rather collect my own money with my savings by months. I'm not childish and i dont need my family or my boyfriend also my friend money as long as i can find money by my own. D;

Walaweyyy!!

2010-07-24T18:28:00.000+08:00

BoeeyyyaaahHHH!!!Trial is coming & i feel so scare. I dont even study whether at home or at school or tuition what i always doing is playing, online , sleep , messaging! erghh! Oh when i will start studying???100 days is coming. I cant just be relaxing now :( goshh!! i need anyone to be my tutor. Please!! help meee.. . . !xoxo <3

HoHolidayyy

2010-06-11T15:37:00.000+08:00

Oh i feel soooo happy mid year exam is already dead!huhuhu! On 4th june me n my family starting to go holiday. This year my holiday isn't not too bad. I had a lots of fun with my family. Forget about the stressed and about school!oh suck school ;) Well i feel disapointed also because i can't meet my boo :( When will i meet him?after SPM?woooahH!what a looonnnggg time to waiting!! I wanna share my holiday experience with u guys ;) Just view my picture at facebook. Fine me at facebook awehhh!!! :)

Happy for what i had in this life

2010-05-04T16:23:00.000+08:00

In this world i get what i want I have a big happy family and friend that i trusted ever. But sometimes people cannot accept who i am and what I had in my life. I dont want to talk a lot because someone will feel grieving. THANKS A LOT for those who hate me and talk bad about me AND I ' LL FORGIVE YOU. Why dont we just ignore for all this stuff because i feel it's too suck. I'm reluctant to keep their hearts because no one can accept me in their life. I will do anything for myself only n i dont need someone else because i feel so satisfied with my life now. Thanks for reading and just ignore it. Sayonara <3

L O V E

2010-04-18T21:50:00.000+08:00

Iskandar Afiq you're my one and only 1. Would we be together until the end? Even we always fighting n fighting , i still love you as i did before. I know i always make trouble but why u still stand with my behaviour? I'm sorry for hurting you for many times. I know i was wrong. Btw, i don't care what people talk about you or us. For me you're the best person that i had before. No one can't be like you. Seriously i like you and love you so so so and so much! Be mine forever. =)

Waiting for SPM

2010-04-18T21:24:00.000+08:00

OH! When is the day?i cant wait and so scare!Why SPM too late damn! I'm tired waiting soooO long.Everyday got lots of thing to do and teacher just know give us lots of homework and want submit it as soon as possible!urgh! what about school activity?its important too. Damn tired for this year. Its just like a he|| T-T